It's been a while!

I haven't added mis Kaleigh Lynn! She is now 3 months old and gorgeous! Preston has grown, and number 6 is almost here!!!

It's another day

I sit here thinking about my grandchildren and thank Heavenly Father for the best gift available to a living being. I can wait to see the next grand son. He has been trying to come sooner, but I hope he bakes a little longer.

I miss Alyssa so much! I want to hold her and kiss her and squeeze her cheeks! I love the fact that I'm a grandma and can't wait until I have many more! I haven't seen Preston since the day of his birth. I can't wait to hold him again.

It's only one more day until we see Ava again! It's incredible to love more than life itself! I know that my life is almost perfect at this point.

I am

I sit here and sometimes I wonder if I'm doing it right. I feel so full when my grand children are around. I am having some depression issues. I look into my grandchildren's eyes and it's all but forgotten. Preston is so adorable! I saw his newborn pictures today! OMG!!! He's so precious. I can't get over it. Then I see the picture with my son and I almost cried! I can tell that my son is going to be an awesome father. He already shows just how much he loves Preston.

Then I look at Ava, she looks just like her daddy. She has the most beautiful smile and personality that I've ever seen! She hates to go to bed. I don't know one child that doesn't though.

I haven't seen Alyssa but twice, yet I love her! She's so beautiful! I see her mom and grandfather in her whole personality. I am really worried about our next grandson on the way. He keeps trying to come early. I know exactly how she feels. I was there what seems like a minute ago, but was almost 18 years ago.

I want the kids to know how much I love them. I want that to be shared as much as possible while I am here. This is but a short amount of time in the grand scheme of time.

Hi!

It's December 30th 2009,
It's been a wonderful day! at 3:31 this morning my first grandson entered into this world and weighed 6 lbs 14 oz and so proud! 19 inches long! He looks like his father Curtis. I am so proud!!
This makes our 3rd grandchild and I couldn't be happier! I used to hate the fact that I was so very young having my children. I thought I wasn't old enough to be a mom. Oh, I heard the talk about the fact that I was so young. I now today, wouldn't change anything! I am so proud of my kids and grand children. I have Ava Dawn, Alyssa Sue, and Preston William! I still have one more onway!!!

I know it's a boy I just don't know what his name will be! I am partial to DeWayne! We'll see. Anyway, It's great to be a grandma!!!!